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Today, i can't concentrate on my study after recess. I was dreaming until i missed all the account notes that we need to copy.Well i don't know what happened to me.

Then before the school ends, i asked someone about something. STUPID! That's so embarrassing! I know they wouldn't bother me because its weird to do that. So i asked my friend to help me. Luckily she is willing to help me. oh my gosh! I was so so so odd out when we walked to the Cafe.   :(
After that they teman me to my tuition center because i don't dare to walk alone.

And that's only for today. How about next week? Next month?


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